I always used to doodle when I was little as any kid would, but I remember on some random saturday when I was around 10 years old, I had suddenly decided that I wanted to try drawing for real.
Like all of my hobbies, I taught myself to draw through youtube videos and books. I used to be so obsessed with art youtubers loll it was all I would watch from the moment I woke up till the moment I went to bed.
I remember every saturday morning when I woke up I would immedietly get out of bed and go to my desk to draw along with my favorite youtubers.
As I've gotten older, I've delt with alot of depression and it has affected my ability and interest in art. For a while I thought that my "art kid" phase was just that, a phase. But in the past year or so I have found my love for art once again, though this time it feels different. I no longer have the childlike joy that creating art gave me, but I think that's okay!!
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